I can wake in the morning with the voice of a distant Angel ringing in my ears
Shoehorning myself back into this body, into this lodestone for the material realm
The music begins to fade with my first can of Red Bull
and no matter how good I might have been feeling
Every positive emotion runs screaming for the Exits
The moment I step back into this Physical Matrix
and all the Best Memories of my time here on Earth
Come rushing back to haunt me for the rest of my waking hours.....

Syd Nietzsche Jabari